you can reverse a decision
and for reasons no one needs to know

you don’t even need to apologize
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It was to be expected that I’d cut too deep.
Even today, as I am still in this seemingly never-ending process of culling my remaining blogs, series, and YouTube channels, I am surprised that these processes can apparently go together;

Both cutting deeper.
As well as being able to say:

“I need What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today back.”

One of the lessons I am learning is that you can base a decision on pretty dense criteria, which definitely try to defy the productivity cultus;
And still get it wrong.

My criterium was:
“Where am I making something high-risk with an unknown outcome, that challenges me and makes me think Oh God I can’t do this?”

And now a couple of weeks later, I’m like:
“I miss What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today.
And I’m going to pick it up, make way simpler Canva pictures and crunch it into one Instagram length post.”

So I seized back the one series from the recycle bin that had always come easy to me, and will turn them into a spoon-fed snack-size.
The series has always come so easy to me, it has felt like cheating;
And now I was going to make it even easier.

It reminds me about the men I fall in love with. And although I like to see myself as someone who likes a wide variety of men, this is not true at all.
They are always men whom I would classify as:
Very easy to fall in love with.
Only to then go in denial for months.
It’s like I am immediately ashamed, to fall for such a man.

And this is a confession that has “so much to unpack”, but the reason I respond by drawing back immediately is because deep down I feel it means I am shallow.

When EVEN if that is true? I’m a full-grown adult.
It’s safe to assume I’m way past the point I would be able to correct on “shallow”.

So is an Instagram-length post called What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today, shallow?

Maybe!

But I’m gonna commit to them, stand by them;
And give them my heart.

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~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
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