Infinite | 2026 04 07 | That ONE Book (start at any page)

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I don’t know what scares me more:
The thought of having a full life again, and even busier and more surprising than ever before. With international travel, adventures, and a mission.
But also forgetting the lessons intense isolation taught me.

Or for this loneliness to be eternal.
Which does have the unexpected advantage of never forgetting the profound life-changing insights loneliness gave me.
I would never need a cheat sheet because the lessons would never become a memory in the first place. They’d stay a lived experience.

Now don’t get me wrong, I have so much faith my life will move forward like that first paragraph.
If someone asked me for advice there, about the unnamed fear of losing the only thing, the very gift, their darkest years have taught them, then I would answer:
“Give yourself room to lose it. Be great in the beginning, then deteriorate, talk nonsense. Let people judge you’ve lost it. Let yourself be remembered as someone, who for a very brief moment and through great personal sacrifice, was given an almost divine clarity.
And then dropped back into the limited human consciousness we all have.
Let it go.”

So I will tell myself that too.

But the second one? Tougher. It means an acceptance that you may not matter, and a letting go of the need to ever be witnessed, to ever be acknowledged.
And yet rationally I can see how the path I am on cannot be complete without fully embracing the idea it will never end and I’ll be “here” forever.

What I answer now is this:
Anywhere you want to go, it can only feel good if you consciously chose it.
Including accepting loss, isolation, and aware that in the end;

The path could turn out to have been the destination.

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~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
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That ONE Book is the book I always think I own, until I realize it has not been written yet. So in December 2025 I started writing it myself.
I’m going for writing 365 chapters over the course of 9 years, and then bring it to print.
You can read all posts in this series here.

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your Mid-sprint review | CREATOR series w. troll dolls (new video)

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new video on YouTube:
click here to see it
-> https://youtu.be/ycQfxNs1ZEs

This week episode 7:
“your Mid-sprint review”

—
The next CREATOR series with troll dolls is Monday 20 April 2026.
The video ends with me warning I have a holiday coming up, and won’t be back until May, but I miscalculated!
—

In CREATOR we make our art/content, but you can plan anything with this system.

Welcome to The New Rock Star Channel.
We use the analogy of planning one week of a rock star tour, where the choice for different gigs symbolize the art your post on your social media.

The only rule for these videos is:
– no preparation
Because any process you don’t know by heart, belongs in the trash bin!

video recorded on Monday April 6 2026

In this video;

1. Welcome to a new episode in the CREATOR series 00:00

It’s Easter Monday in the Netherlands, which is a holiday in the Netherlands, and it seems like the perfect time to have a Mid-sprint review.
A sprint is a time-period between 1 and 4 weeks, in which you plan to get amount of work done.
This is a one-week sprint for a content creator, which is what we create in one week, so it’s a production schedule.
This dollhouse is my own personal sprint, which is always from Friday to Thursday.
And we’re taking a look at it mid-sprint, and see what the trolls are up to.

2. Setup of the house 02:24
The basement represents infinite possibilities, or everything you could pick but didn’t.
On the first floor are the Ready trolls: These are the pieces of content you have selected to create during this sprint.
The second floor contains everything that is still in transit/ you’re working on.
And the top floor everything that is done.
On the balcony is content that is both done, and also shared/ posted.

In my case, I’m halfway and a staggering number of trolls is still waiting, Ready to be created, except I didn’t do anything with them.

3. Acknowledging what you did do 07:07
If you spent your time doing other things, then acknowledge those.
If those projects do not have their own troll/ project card yet, make them and put them on the balcony.
So you make it visible what you did do, even when that is something unrelated to work.
Give yourself some love, for what you accomplished even if you did not plan for it.

4. Reprioritize 09:30
In the room of Ready, prioritize your remaining projects.
Usually by placing the content you need first, first in line.

For example: I’m shooting this video today, because I want to post it today.
And tomorrow I create what I want to post tomorrow.
Ordering the pieces in the order you will be needing them usually makes the most sense when you’re running late.

However, it’s quite possible prioritization alone is no longer enough, and you need to bring in bigger guns.

5. Solutions if you’re short on time 13:25
If your original content planning can no longer be achieved, you have several options.
5.1 – Maybe you can swap something?
If you have a piece of content later this week that is smaller, you could squeeze that one in today, and move today’s production to the later date.
5.2 – Cancel the content and then:
– don’t post at all
– replace it with an older repost in the same series (CREATOR formula/ portfolio)
– replace it with a fresh piece of content you create today, and whisk it up on the spot (MESSENGER formula)
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will go out on this blog.
So subscribe!

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the medium is not the message | What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today | Final one in the “Lost Posts” series | 2023 11 26

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the medium is not the message

Be grateful for how you get to share and sell your work.

But do not attach, because all platforms and even your own skillset are ultimately subject to change.

Where your message is eternal.

full post* retrieved from Social Media
26 November 2023
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It used to be one of the things I learned studying business, that I thought was so useful, insightful, and something every business owner should know!
That any business is only as good as their systems.

Systems for example for offering online courses, for taking orders, packaging, processing payments, registrations and so on, are the real value, of our business.

If your systems work great, you can even sell your business.
And to the highest bidder of which there will be many!
Or setup a franchise system, which comes down to leasing out your set of systems.

And not just in-house tech.
Platforms too, which you use to get your content out or the money in, are part of your systems.
This is the infamous:
“Don’t build your house on somebody else’s ground.” – wisdom.
A warning, that if you build a business relying on a platform, it could all be taken away from you.

Something I am experiencing because I have been unable to access my website.
Only in this case, I had paid for use of the ground, but the payment went wrong triggering the landowner’s accountant and they kicked me off.
Thankfully, access has been restored, but a residual hiccup persists, and the url currently still has “wordpress” in there.
The main url is not in place yet.

But what I learned was what is wrong with the idea that a business = systems.
There is another way, which is to rely on YOU;
Not on your systems.

For a regular business owner, or an accountant, or someone who loves building systems?
Yes.
Your business SHOULD be to build systems.

But a Rock Star was born in freedom, and what they sell is the promise of that.
The medium they use, is simply the one they have access to today.

~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
become the Rock Star you were born to be

* This is the third Lost Post we encounter, that had a full story.
The entire post was written in 2023.
It is also the final one in this Lost Post series.

Next week, for the first time in half a year, I will be writing new ones!
Including the gothic-themed Canva designs, that took me an hour to create, and came out looking like spells.
I’m bringing the magic back, Rock Star.

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ABOUT THE LOST POST SERIES

I have been consistently posting “What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today” for a while now.
Starting June 2023, they found their final form as blogposts here on the Catacombe blog, pretty quickly.

But I’ve always been aware there were singular posts/ borderline poetry, still on social media, floating somewhere down my timeline.

Some at the beginning when I did not know what this series would be.
Some around the time in October/November 2023, when I lost access to this site.
And then a few in between.

And in addition to that there are the ones I did post on the blog, but whose stories revolve around things I no longer offer.
I will retrieve those too;
And give them a new story, that has the timeless quality they deserve.

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Love | 2026 03 31 | That ONE Book (start at any page)

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I made a radical decision recently. It’s not quite operational yet, so I still copy it every time I rewrite my schedule of recurring work, scribbled at the bottom.
Exclaiming: “Oh yes! That’s a good one!”
I already forgot it.

So I wrote it out again but when I live and breathe this life slogan, I will no longer need a visual reminder.

The words are this:
“I’m going to love the shit out of everybody I know and meet.”
Woah!

However, I will not be selling you on this as a miracle cure.
Most notably because I have spent years creating distance from others or you could say that “the years have been creating distance.”
So I do not have strong emotional bonds anymore, which was originally not by choice.

The majority of relationships simply disappeared, and where I did actively participate it always had an outcome that seemed inevitable and aligned.

Until a combination of relationships ending or changing, as well as a newfound standpoint about the nature of relationships in the abstract sense, I realized it was all already done.
It had all already happened.
The era where I still actively participated in relationships was over, and I could not go back.

It’s like when you buy a new phone and your old charger has the wrong plug.
It no longer fits your new phone.
In the same way, I was no longer able to dock, recharge or connect with my old life, with a USB 2026 socket.

I am in a rebuilding phase now, pondering questions like:
“Now what?”
When I noticed the tremendous space that had formed itself around my heart.

Love was no longer specific, no longer bound.
And also: Everyone who had ever been there, was still here.

It had become largely infinite and infinitely large.

.
~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
become the Rock Star you were born to be

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about this series

That ONE Book is the book I always think I own, until I realize it has not been written yet. So in December 2025 I started writing it myself.
I’m going for writing 365 chapters over the course of 9 years, and then bring it to print.
You can read all posts in this series here.

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Rock Star Take On CHARISMA | The New Rock Star Channel (new video)

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new video on YouTube:
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-> https://youtu.be/ODabYGH6lj4

Rock Star Take On CHARISMA
| The New Rock Star Channel
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The New Rock Star Channel is back!
With a new format:
– 10 minute video
– no preparation

This week, the twenty-eighth video.
A Rock Star Take On CHARISMA

video recorded on Sunday 22 March 2026

In this video;

1. We’re back! 00:00
With a new episode of a Rock Star Take on;
And today the topic is CHARISMA

2. Underappreciated quality 00:35
Two decades ago, people kept referring to a certain man as being “charismatic”, when I was like:
“Why do they say that? The guy is obviously hot!”
Which was true, but!
Charisma, as it turns out, is what we say when someone is hot AND has power!

So I don’t know about you, but I’m hearing an endgame here.
Charisma is obviously worth acquiring!

3. Sexy/Hot + Agency = Charismatic 03:10

I don’t use the word “Agency” in the video, but that would be my choice of words, looking back.

Charisma means someone who can wield the power of attractiveness, and also has a purpose of what to do with it.
They have an agenda, that extends way beyond being liked or validated.
Charisma is a power that is actively wielded AND aimed.

4. Charisma is what makes the Rock Star 07:14
If we define being a Rock Star as being the face of an industry, the one who determines how it is, decides how something looks and how it will just be;
Then charisma is a key talent to achieve that.

5. Use your charisma 08:45
There is a story in the bible about not wasting your talents.
That if you have a talent, you’re supposed to use it, and not hoard it.
And you don’t have to use it for yourself;
You could apply your charisma for altruistic purposes that benefit others and not you.

There is definitely a case to be made that charisma not just comes with permission to use it; But a responsibility to do so.

Up next, a Rock Star Take On
AGENCY

It will go out on this blog.
So subscribe!


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entrepreneurship is activism | What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today | 30th in the “Lost Posts” series | 2023 08 21

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entrepreneurship is activism

Learn how to sell what you make, what you do, what you think and who you are.
For every revolution, big or small, requires funds.

full post* retrieved from Social Media
21 August 2023
—

“Many women in the entrepreneurial field do not define themselves as entrepreneurs. This can be attributed to modesty and the patriarchy.”
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Entrepreneurial_feminism

Understanding what the moving parts are of having a business can turn out to be an indispensable life skill.
Knowing how to make money on your own, how to create something and sell it, is the only skill that allows you to take care of yourself and your loved ones, fully on your own terms.

Industries change, jobs disappear, and the public sector is under seige with every budget cut.
As is your integrity and the standards you are allowed to have.

Entrepreneurship can be done in many ways, but the more visible the more you will reap the personal benefits of personal growth.
Because pushback will arise, because money is power. And money earned independently is even more power.

It is in the visibility of positioning yourself as a leader, you are galvanized into a new you who can stand the heat.

It is there, the Rock Star arises.


~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
become the Rock Star you were born to be

* This is the second Lost Post we encounter, that had a full story.
The entire post was written in 2023.

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ABOUT THE LOST POST SERIES

I have been consistently posting “What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today” for a while now.
Starting June 2023, they found their final form as blogposts here on the Catacombe blog, pretty quickly.

But I’ve always been aware there were singular posts/ borderline poetry, still on social media, floating somewhere down my timeline.

Some at the beginning when I did not know what this series would be.
Some around the time in October/November 2023, when I lost access to this site.
And then a few in between.

And in addition to that there are the ones I did post on the blog, but whose stories revolve around things I no longer offer.
I will retrieve those too;
And give them a new story, that has the timeless quality they deserve.

.

Catacombe is email-list free!!

Yes – you can subscribe to receive new blogposts;
But no additional or promotional emails are sent – just the blog, sec.

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https://www.youtube.com/@TheNewRockStarChannel.

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Heart | 2026 03 24 | That ONE Book (start at any page)

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It is possible to get over your worst breakups and to experience a full healing, without a trace of what you went through.

Not only will your feelings for the person disappear entirely but, like a magic spell, all turmoil will be erased from your memory as well.
Sure, technically, you will still remember what you went through, and where you were when it happened.

Yet you will also be unable to resist the temptation to turn this whole saga into a juicy story.
The emotional layers will have completely disappeared.

However, the bad news is that it was probably this very breakdown where you promised yourself:
“Never again!”
That allowed it to clear up to the point of you not having any emotions with regard to the person or situation.

And it is from that state of being, that I wonder:
“Is what I can give freely, without the risk of grief uprooting my life, is that still enough?”
And if so, then will it also be enough if a new partner is your Sent-By-God-Divinely-Aligned Twin?

Maybe I’ve watched too many romantic movies – well, I certainly have – that I don’t recognize an emotionally healthy and mature relationship.
‘Cause I’d say, at first glance, the risk averse management of the connection equals you not properly feeding it, but starving it.

Until I got an entirely new thought.
Because what if having your emotions under control, is what is actually REQUIRED?
And not just with divine love, but always!
That we go through heartbreak in service of the next connection.
To smoothen it, like a diamond is polished and refined.

Whether you’re in the midst of it right now, or already cracking jokes about it, know this;
You will not just love again.

But you will love even more.

.
~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
become the Rock Star you were born to be

Subscribe to Catacombe, and receive
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about this series

That ONE Book is the book I always think I own, until I realize it has not been written yet. So in December 2025 I started writing it myself.
I’m going for writing 365 chapters over the course of 9 years, and then bring it to print.
You can read all posts in this series here.

.

Catacombe is email-list free!!

Yes – you can subscribe to receive new blogposts;
But no additional or promotional emails are sent – just the blog, sec.

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🏎️🏁⏱️Just In Time | CREATOR series w. troll dolls (new video)

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new video on YouTube:
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This week episode 6:
“🏎️🏁⏱️Just In Time”

In CREATOR we make our art/content, but you can plan anything with this system.

Welcome to The New Rock Star Channel.
We use the analogy of planning one week of a rock star tour, where the choice for different gigs symbolize the art your post on your social media.

The only rule for these videos is:
– no preparation
Because any process you don’t know by heart, belongs in the trash bin!

video recorded on Tuesday 17 March 2026

In this video;

1. Welcome to a new episode in the CREATOR series 00:00
And we’re turning up the heat, by adding some speed here!
With a more exciting way to plan:
Just In Time planning

2. The Safe Way To Plan 01:18
But before we get into the thrills of Just In Time planning;
Let’s first recap the more relaxed, spacious way to plan your production, which we also discussed in the previous videos.

The safe way to plan, is to separate creating content, from posting it, by one whole week.

What this means is:
– what you post, was content you created last week;
– what you create, is content that you post next week.

3. From being late to being just on time! 02:49
There may be things that won’t get done!
So you will start the week picking up the content which you did not finish in the previous week, because it just didn’t get done.

Which means your work for this week will not get done, and an even bigger chunk of this week’s work will be moved to the next.
And so on.

Until eventually all work is created in the week, or even on the day, it is also posted!

On a long enough timeline, all of creators will be creating Just In Time.

4. The spacious method is the way to start/ begin 05:12
Separating creating from posting, getting everything done in the previous week, allows you to get into the habit of creating content, and also gives you an understanding of the ins-and outs creating every pieces, and gets you to know your posting schedule intimately.

Start small with posting just one or two (pre-produced) pieces a week.
Let it grow to creating more pieces, having more posting days.
And ultimately, to creating the pieces closer to publication date (which will almost happen automatically).

5. Planning your week 07:28
Using the doll house, troll dolls and (laminated) cards that have your pieces of content on them.
(F.e. a card that says (create new) “Reel”)

You put the trolls/ pieces that you select to be created on the first floor, the room of Ready.
Move them through the doll house as you’re doing them.
And
Have them on the top floor (DONE) by the end of the week.

If you crate your pieces a week prior, all trolls are DONE, and in the Dome of Done (on the top floor)
If you create Just in Time, the pieces have been posted as well, and are on the balcony (on the top floor).

The difference between a Just in Time planning and a spacious, stress-free planning, is NOT in what you create!
You create the same.
The difference is in whether you have also shared it, or if this content is still waiting to be shared (next week).

6. Now with a Just in Time planning 13:58
Creating and posting all in one workflow, for one whole week.
The week starts will all pieces lined up (“Ready”) and at the end of the week, all content has been posted (balcony).

Introduction: Keeping pieces in transit
(will dedicate the next video to this – this is just an introduction)
Really big pieces of content can stay in transit, on the floor of Doing.
You can pick them up there next week.

—
NEW 2026:
Want to work together on this?
The CREATOR and MESSENGER now have matching programs.
You can find them both here:
https://catacombenijmegen.com/current-offer/
—

The next CREATOR series with troll dolls
will go out on this blog.
So subscribe!

~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
become the Rock Star you were born to be

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turn to the darkness | What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today | 29th in the “Lost Posts” series | 2023 08 19

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turn to the darkness

When the heaviness pulls you down, and unnamed fears make their most unwelcome comeback;
embrace them like a lover returned.

full post* retrieved from Social Media
19 August 2023
—

There can be many real and identifiable reasons disturbing our faith, emotions, identity.
And at least one of them is Rock Star specific.

For what goes up, must come down.
Euphoria followed by a clingy, needy, unsatisfied anger.
Or intense loneliness.

Like every real Rock Star will tell you, about how they feel in their hotel room afterwards, in particular because they usually travel without a significant other.

Our society has us close to being programmed to wanting a regulated life.
Peak-performance theories try to change that into the ambition to lead an extraordinary life.

But no one could prepare you, for a life where the highs are high, and the inevitable lows have you pondering if maybe…. just maybe;
Should you settle down?

Creatively, in particular.
Who would notice if your high was not that high anymore?
And the extremes were capped to manageable proportions.

Then remember you are doing this because every time you fully engage, with your passion, your work, the things you love and people you love;
The well of love in you is filling up!

And in your fullest expression, it’s flowing out of you.
Regenerating? Yes! But sooner or later also at the same time;
Emptying it out.
Completely.

The darkness you feel inside of you, can only be filled with love;
But WHAT you love, is just a projection.

You, are source.


~Suzanne Beenackers
Catacombe
become the Rock Star you were born to be

* This is the first Lost Post we encounter, that had a full story.
The entire post was written in 2023.

offers for Rock Stars
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Subscribe to receive
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ABOUT THE LOST POST SERIES

I have been consistently posting “What Do Rock Stars Need To Hear Today” for a while now.
Starting June 2023, they found their final form as blogposts here on the Catacombe blog, pretty quickly.

But I’ve always been aware there were singular posts/ borderline poetry, still on social media, floating somewhere down my timeline.

Some at the beginning when I did not know what this series would be.
Some around the time in October/November 2023, when I lost access to this site.
And then a few in between.

And in addition to that there are the ones I did post on the blog, but whose stories revolve around things I no longer offer.
I will retrieve those too;
And give them a new story, that has the timeless quality they deserve.

.

Catacombe is email-list free!!

Yes – you can subscribe to receive new blogposts;
But no additional or promotional emails are sent – just the blog, sec.

Instagram – Twitter – Rock Star Writer Facebook – Facebook Suzanne Beenackers Schrijver – LinkedIn

🖤

Catacombe’s other series “Rock Star Take On”
also goes out on ->
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Home | 2026 03 17 | That ONE Book (start at any page)

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I only know three women, and that includes one famous one, whom I would call nomads.
And no men.
Ironically, since men are usually the ones portrayed as the drifters, the minimalists, the ones who have detached themselves from material possessions, got over their past, and broke generational spells that were carried over in old memories.

And I don’t know if these three women have really done this inner-work I attribute to their lone wolf status, but that does not take away from how aspirational I find them.

How acutely aware I become of the heaviness of my diaries and notebooks mostly, but paperwork in general.
I have gone over the purpose of keeping them multiple times, and it is like intellectually I stand by it, but emotionally I don’t.

I think it must be somehow linked though to not wanting new furniture, and being thrilled with my old pieces.
They carry so many memories like who gifted it to me, on which flea market I found it, what the special occasion was to buy something new, or what I acquired because the previous tenant left them.

My bed couch has a two-meter long hammock underneath where you could theoretically store your duvet and pillows, but it is used by my cats in case of emergency.
I cut the opening a little wider, so they can still use it now that they’re fully grown.
I was afraid their bigger bodies would otherwise get stuck.

But to replace this squeaky old bed couch?
Never.
It’s my cats’ panic room.

Maybe it’s a good one for 10, 15 years from now, when I no longer have pets.
An endgame to no longer be living in this Akashic library of my life, but to be free of my old self and its remains.
Belong to the earth.
And to carry belonging in my heart.

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~Suzanne Beenackers
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That ONE Book is the book I always think I own, until I realize it has not been written yet. So in December 2025 I started writing it myself.
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